[dirtybad96]

You're gone and it breaks my heart
My life is the endless dark
'Cause I can't be with you
Though I really,really want to

Life doesn't last eternally
So every night I pray
Maybe one day you'll come
Maybe then you'll stay

I just need you kind words
Your amazing voice
All my wounds would heal
My world would stop being unreal

Come for a while
Be my sweet dream
Take my sorrow away
Hold me close to you
Only you can make me
Feel this way

My love will always shine
You know it's for all time
I feel you everywhere
Living without you
Is like trying to breathe
With no air

Wherever you are
Whatever you do
My heart will follow your heart
Because it belongs to you.

[dirtybad96]

Maybe you're in Heaven
Maybe you're a star on the sky
You're happy, I'm not
I didn't say
Goodbye

For me it's hard
To live without
Soft look of
Your eyes

You were really
Extraordinary
I never wanted to stop
Looking at you
I just couldn't get enough

My desire
To be with you
Burns in my heart
Like a fire

I never wanted you
To leave
So please forgive
My ignorance

You never disappointed me
You never made me cry
Now I can't see your face
It hurts me very deep inside

Goodbye my Friend
And remember
Though you're far apart
You always have
A special place in my heart

[dirtybad96]

Will I ever see you
I don't know
I only know
That I love you so

I sometimes
Sit and cry
And think
Where are you now

Angels took you
From this earth
New great life
Is the thing you deserve

You were
Too good man
To live
On this earth

Heartless people
Wanted to destruct you
'Cause
You had things
They were jealous of

I'm so sad
When I think
Of your children
And how do they feel

You were like a lure
You could tempt me
You don't realize
How different is my life
After your death

FAREWELL MY FRIEND
MAYBE WE WILL MEET AGAIN

[dirtybad96]

You're far away
My life gone bad
You're too far away
But you're in my head

My life
Became
Worthless
I can't stand
Loneliness


Living
Without you
Is worse than
Hanging with
The noose
On neck

Please come back

If you just
Knew
How much
I love you

It's hard to say
But my love
Has a bitter
Taste

My love
Would be
So sweet
If you could
Be with me

Now I feel
That
My life
Isn't worth
Living

You know
I can
Sacrifice
Everything
To see your
Sparkling
Brown eyes

And I would
Sacrifice
My life
To see you
ONE MORE
TIME

[dirtybad96]

There's something about you, man...
You're a thief, don't you know?
Bad Boy in black jacket
Has stolen my lonely heart
And carries it in his pocket.

Don't lose it, be careful!
It's yours now.
You stole my heart...
But how did you do that?

Your unusual loveliness is a drug,
'Cause I can't look at anything else
Except your eyes with a spark of madness
And lovely, kind face.

You are like an exotic herb,
Which can be tasted only one time in life.
We could be a crazy couple, don't you think?
Would be nice...

I can't run away from you 'cause
There's not a place where I can hide.
You just catch me in your heart...
There's no escape.

I can't describe the way
You turn me on, Bad Boy.
You're quite amusing!
You say one word
And I'm full of joy.

You are really beautiful.
I think you just don't realize that.
You are hiding your beauty...
But you look great in this black hat!
How attractive you are!...

You don't have to give back my heart.
Keep it to yourself!
It will always be yours...
Anyway, I love you, Bad Boy.
Please, don't forget it!

[dirtybad96]

I don't know
What is love
But I can feel it
I wanna be loved
'Cause I need it

I've never felt
Your tender touch
You've written your name
On my lonely heart

I've never met you
But I feel like
I can cry
On your shoulder
I wanna spend with you
Every night

Michael
What a sweet name
I've seen a lot of people
But you are not
The same

Come to me
Never leave
Give me your touch
You'll get a kiss

Stay one night
Hold me tight
Let me feel
Your warm breath
On my neck
You and me
Cheek to cheek

I wanna feel your body
Clinging to mine
I wanna experience
How divine is love

I give you
My love
So please
Hold me
Cuddle me
Kiss me
Touch me

Cling to me
Love me
All night
Let me
Hear your
Beating heart

Let me
Stroke your
Beautiful face
And feel
How hot is
Blood in your veins

Soothe my senses
Make me soft
Tell me
Something full of love
I promise I'll be good to you
I will always
Miss your loveliness
'Cause I really
Can't be with you

It's true
But it hurts
I don't wanna
Believe it

I'm living
A guided dream
So fantastic
My world is
So unreal

Michael
Come on
It's not a joke
It drives me
Crazy
I am
All alone

Give me your
Warmth
I won't deny
Sit next to me
We can
Count the stars
On this
Beautiful
Black sky

Michael
You're so
Amazing
Charming
Can I call you
My sweet
Darling

I need you
I want you
I wanna
Hold you

Man
I love you

[dirtybad96]

My dreams have been broken
I'm all alone
My soul is bleeding
My heart is a stone

YOU'RE GONE

How could it
Happen to you
I don't know what
Will I do without you

TELL ME

What's the reason
Of my bleak life
If you could only
Give me a sign

SHADOWS

They appeared
Inside me
They make me
Feel sick

LIES

I hear them
Every day
I don't care
What they say

LOVE
Is a feeling
That can
Make me
Soft

PLEASE

Michael
Come back
I can't live without you
Can't you see that

[dirtybad96]

I miss you so much.
You are so dear to me.
I feel worthless and
I don't know,
How long will I live
On this earth.

World is cruel,
My life is bleak,
And that makes me
Feel sick.

Every damn night
I sit on the windowsill
And cry
'Cause I can't stand
That you were such a good
And beautiful guy.

It's breaking my heart.
I'm just a girl, who
Lost the one she loved.
Nobody knows how it hurts.

I can't trust people,
Because they want me
To forget 'bout you.
I can't do something like this...

Love can be a sickness.
It's hard to love
The man
Who's dead and gone.

I will always be lovesick.
I want you so much...
I love you, Michael, my sweet angel...
And I'll never stop.

[dirtybad96]

I woke up early
I heard something terrible
They said you've died
I felt really horrible

I couldn't believe it
But it was the truth
All my words were
Michael
Why did it happen to you

25th June
I hate that day because
I realized that
I've lost my love

That day
I felt like
I've lost my faith
I've lost my pride

I miss your voice
I miss your smile
I miss your loveliness
I miss you all the time

I was so happy
When I was listening to you
When you were singing
My mind was spinning

Now I am lovesick
And I will always be
'Cause you were so lovely
And I can't fight this wonderful
Feeling

And I'm also anxious
'Cause I want
To see you again
This is my LAST HOPE

[dirtybad96]

I wanna kiss you
All the time,
I can feel you
On my skin.
Can your body
Be mine tonight?
Tell me...
Is it just a...
Sin?

I listen to my
Lonely heart.
I'm infatuated,
But not blind.
I dream of you
Every day and every night.
So how can I
Get you out of my mind?

Night is a wonderful time.
But I feel that
My bed is empty
And cold,
Because there's no one
To hold.

No one wants to be alone,
So please don't ignore.
You're the one
I'm crazy about,
Who I can't live without.
Don't break
My heart...<s></s>

I wanna do
Something I'm not
Able to.
I wanna hold you
And love you.

I know you need it.
Man, we both
Feel the same.
We should make us
Never feel it
Again.

Do you remember
What I've said?
I will love you
Even if the world
Ends.
You know it well
My sweet
Seducing
Michael.

Can't you see, man?
We are the same.
We can be
Together.
I'll do everything
To make my love
Last forever.

But I have to
Behave normal
Though you
Really
Attract me.
I have to
Pretend
That I don't feel it,
Because lust is a sin.
And I have to
Fight it.

All the
Dreams,
All the
Fantasies.
Imagination...
Is it a sin?
Tell me.

[dirtybad96]

I feel like unconscious.
Bitter tears get near my eyes.
Alone in the dark room,
Waiting for moonlight.

I sleep a couple of hours
Though I have to wake up
In the morning......
But I feel that
The night is calling
Me.

Night is a time for imagination....
I always think of Michael:
Where he is, what he does....
And a star appears on the sky.

It looks amazing,
Shines so bright.
Maybe sweet Michael
Gives me a sign.

I never forget my
First impression.
Now every my word is a
Love expression
Full of passion.

One thing can make me
Sleep well at night-
Michael sitting near my bed
Singing to me a sweet lullaby.

I dream 'bout nothing.
I'm a sleepwalker.
It's hard to fell asleep
When heart is broken.

I love silver moonlight in my room
Cutting through the air.
I close my eyes and say:
"Why Michael can't be there....."

I just want Michael
To cuddle me
Like a loving mother
And I also want him
To say to me
Some kind words
Full of love
Which I hardly ever hear
From the others.

[dirtybad96]

They call me a weeper,
'Cause I can't stop crying.
I've lost you.
I feel like ...
I'm dying....

I'll never be the same.
Your death helped me understand,
That I should love you more
Each day...

I don't know how to thank you
For all you did.
Man, you were
A true magic.

You showed me your life
And then I understood everything.
Now I know that
Love is the most important thing
In life.

You made me experience
New, wonderful feelings.
When I hear your song
Or watch your video,
I'm weeping.

I'm weeping because of longing.
All I've ever wanted is to have a friend.
When I met you, I felt like my life began anew.
But this 'new life' has ended too soon.

In my real life, I have some friends.
Oh, sorry - they're only mates.
I can't tell them everything
And trust them the way
I trusted you.

I had a friend, but she disappointed me.
She wasn't the one who I thought she was.
She just wanted me to be someone
Who will do all her work.

I'm not looking for new friend.
Because...I just can't.
Except you, Michael,
No one is worth my confidence.

I don't know what will happen in my life
In the future, I don't care.
I must wait for the angels
Who will take me from this earth.

I'm so anxious to see you...
I don't want anything else.
But I must wait so many years
Keeping on weeping and watching
Pictures of you.

[dirtybad96]

You said I need to be faithful...
You said I have to keep cold blood in my veins.
You, always loving and cheerful.
I forgot to say Thanks.
You made me soft and sensitive
When I was violent and I didn't know
That all I need to live
Is a true, pure love.
Now I have feelings and soul
So I'm sad 'casue I've lost
You, the man I miss so
And who I loved the most.
If I didn't care
Of you and the love you showed me
I would never be the same...
So many things you taught me.
You showed me how to
Wipe tears and fight the fears...
But now I don't know what to do.
All I have are dreams and fantasies.
Oh, my dear Mike...
I want to be with you.
If I don't see your brown eyes
I will never stop crying for you.
You know me so well...
All I want to do
Is to hold you and stroke your hair
Saying "I love you...".
I would like to go back in time...
Then I could make you stay.
Everything would be alright,
So many words full of love I could say.
You were my only hope and strength
When all hope was dead.
I want to meet you again
Or I'll smash up my head.
I alawys think
That I could thank you
By kissing your cheek
And holding you in arms as long as I want to.
I go crazier and crazier,
'Cause I know
That love will always be easier
Than missing my lovely one...
I spend all my time dreaming
Of you
And thinking about the meaning
Of words "I love you".
I sometimes think
Why I fell in love.
You're the thing I need
In my life the most...
I'd like to hear your voice,
Sweet and beautiful.
I think my only choice
Is to do everything to get to you.
I would like to make you stay with me
Until the morning sun...
But I still don't understand this:
Why my heaven has ended when it's just began?

[dirtybad96]

Now you're gone and I don't know
How I have to feel.
Sorrow appeared in my heart
And there are a lot of shadows inside me.
You were my best friend
I knew I could trust you.
I spent so many whiles with you,
So why did you leave me so soon?
You were the one
Who showed me love
You were the one
Who I loved the most.
You could make me feel great
Make me smile and understand me.
You were like my 'older brother'
And the most beautiful man I've ever seen.
You showed me how to live.
You taught me how to love.
You gave me a lot of warmth,
You could make me soft.
You were like an angel,
Your soul was so beautiful.
I can't believe that you died.
Did it have to happen to you?
I am nothing without you,
I feel empty and sad.
I'm alone and I can't stand it.
I've lost you, my best friend.
Nobody wants me here,
That's how I feel.
I pray to God and ask Him
To make you come back to me.
I know you won't come back
But I still believe
That maybe one day I'll go to heaven
And we will meet.

[dirtybad96]

i'll show more=)

This post has been edited by dirtybad96: 24 July 2011 - 01:47 PM

[dirtybad96]

I miss you, man.
My life isn't the same.
Every night you appear in my dreams.
I couldn't let you get away.

You know, I always felt
That you're someone more than a friend...
Someone like a lover.
Loving, sensitive, fair.

My love is crazy,
My love is really pure.
My love is like a drug.
I'm addicted to you.

There was something about you
That could make me feel excited.
I was partial to your loveliness.
I never tried to hide it...

I was wondering,
How many things we could do...
For example:I'm crazy,
Come on, baby,
Lie down next to me
And let me stroke your cheek...

When I miss you
(Now I realize)
I don't have to go far.
I just have to...
Look deep inside my heart.

[dirtybad96]

Every time I sit and watch you
I get out of control.
I don't know what happens to me.
You make all my
Senses go crazy!....

Then all my thoughts spin my head
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause though I try to behave normal,
I just can't take my eyes off you!

I want to get close to you,
Hold your hand tight
And go for a crazy walk
At night when the stars shine
'Cause

I need some entertainment,
I need someone to spend time with...
I wanna take you with me
To the place far away from here.

Do you know how mad I am about you?
I bet you don't realize!
When I see your smile
I feel like every while
Spent with you
Is simply beautiful.

You're one of the things
Which I can never get.
It drives me crazy so
I sometimes want to
Smash up my head...!

No...I won't smash up my head
( I think not yet... ),
'Cause too much happiness fills me.
There's nothing more to say:
I LOVE THE WAY YOU THRILL ME!

[dirtybad96]

I can't sleep well
I'd rather think
And dream of your touch
So warm and sensitive
I want to sleep
I really can't
I talk to the wall
That's my only listener
People say I'm strange
And I'm all alone, yeah
But you are every thought
Running through my head

I want you to be close
I want you to be with me
I spend lonely nights without you
Come and give me some warmth, baby

When sky becomes dark
When midnight is close
I always think of you
And your body- It attracts me so
I often cry
Alone in the night
And all I think of
Is you by my side
So please come to me
You're the one who I can trust
Take me far away
No one will find us

I want you to be close
I want you so
Come and take me with you
Make me stop being alone.

[dirtybad96]

When I look at you
I understand everything
Your beautiful brown eyes
Are like nothing I've ever seen

I was wondering
What is love
Now i know
'Cause I love you so

I love the way
You thrill me
Your smile makes
The happiness fill me

I love your voice
So wonderful
I love your dance
The way you move

You make me smile
You make me soft
You are like
A pure love

Your kind words
Give me strength
There are no more walls
I have to break

You're a cure
You take away
Even the strongest
Pain

You've brought
Some light
To my
Dark life

Every day I thank you
For your kindness
You took away
All my sadness

I don't need night
I don't need daylight
Cause the love I have for you man
Will always shine so bright

[dirtybad96]

I remember him wearing a black jacket
I remember black gloves on his hands
He was a Bad Boy
I can't get him out of
My head

I remember his eyes and their look
A bit of sorrow and madness
BEAUTIFUL brown eyes
With a lot of kindness

He was so handsome
Lovely and wonderful
I always wanted to draw him
But I couldn't do it as well
As I wanted to

At first i was infatuated in him
Later I fell in love with him
I love him more each day
I can't stop dreaming of him

His voice sounds in my head
All the time
Bad Boy was
So divine

I remember the way
He sang and moved
He was the only man
I wanted to cling to

Bad Boy caught my eye
By his loveliness
He became the only one
Who could soothe my senses

It's time to face the truth
Bad Boy is gone
I can't help it
Though I love him so

I know he can hear me
So I'll say
Eight words
Bad Boy
You are
The one
I love